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| "I hope that you are a disaster.
I'm sorry, but I do.
I hope that you are thunder and lightning.
I hope you are a forest fire,
I hope you kill the dead wood
and burn off the rotting leaves.
With the canopy gone,
the sun can get in.
You need new growth.
I hope you're terrible and broken and perfect. "
-joey, asofterworld.com
You could never take my envy.
You could never take my jealousy.
You could never take my envy.
You could never take my jealousy.
A world without you is a world I could only wish for.
A world with out is a world I’d fucking die for.
You’ve taken everything...
Poison and despise lay in rampant wake in the shadows you have created
We’ve been left to drown in an endless tide of apathy
You disgust me
The guise of a true murderer
Killing with a smile
As you’re your cyanide lips rip us apart
Now there’ll be no forgiveness
‘cause this is.... this is the end’
A world without you is a world I could only wish for,
And a world without you is a world I’d fucking die for.
So I’ll hold that pretty face beneath the surface
Until your lungs hold nothing but the affliction you’ve created
This world is wasted on your life
Through evils eyes I’ve seen your soul betrayed
I’ll watch you fucking drown
So I’ll hold your pretty face beneath the surface
Until your lungs hold nothing
There’ll be no forgiveness, no forgiveness | | |
| the pain you feel, that's life. the confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. and that something is worth fighting for <3
there's lots of things to think about, but nothing to worry about.
- extreme makeover ; home edition -
i'm used to things going wrong in my life. and for the first time, i'm fine with it. whatever happens happens. i've just learned never to fall in love. it's a waste of time. and never let anyone bring you down .who are they anyway?
- nicole richie -
we could learn a lesson from crayons. sometimes they are sharp - sometimes they're beautiful. some have wierd names and they are all different colors, but they all live in the same box.
maybe it's the only way that we can finally stand on our own, you know? to hurt each other so much that we have no choice but to let go. maybe otherwise we never would.
sometimes you have to break the rules that say you can only be with the most beautiful people because sometimes when you get to know someone who really cares about you, you'll finally know what it feels like to be loved for who you are and not what everyone thinks you are.
if i never met you, i wouldn't like you. if i didn't like you i wouldn't love you. if i didn't love you i wouldn't miss you, but i did. i do. and i will <3
at the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. it turns up when you don't really expect it. it's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. the castle, well, it may not be a castle. and it's not so important happy ever after, just that it's happy right now. see once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away <3
- grey's anatomy -
true, we love life. not because we are used to living, but because we are used to loving. there is always some madness in love but there is also always some reason in madness.
- francesco petrarch -
you won't know if it is worth it or not until you reach the top.
no matter how hard you work to bring yourself up, there's always someone out there working just as hard to put you down.
the biggest mistake is to ruin a relationship with someone for the stupidest thing when you had the greatest times of your life <|3
unlike him, i can't just walk away. i can't just forget what we had. it's not that easy for me to just let go, of something that was once my life. i guess unlike him, it actually mattered to me <|3
sometimes things have to fall apart just to make you realize how much you need them to fall back together again.
let go of what kills you and hold onto what keeps you breathing <3
perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away.
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery -
looking back on what i said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. the important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.
- One Tree Hill -
fear less, hope more. eat less, chew more. whine less, breathe more. talk less, say more. hate less, love more. and all good things are yours <3
- Swedish proverb -
every good thing that's happened in my life i've essentially managed to talk out of existence. i'm not gonna do that this time.
- Dawson's Creek -
after all, it's all kinds of things that make up a life, right? the big - like spending time with your family and falling in love, and the little - like blow-drying your hair, applying concealer, and cursing those magazine inserts. it all counts. it has to <3
the best thing you've ever done for me was help me take my life less seriously <3
him: what's it feel like to be the most beautiful girl in the school?
me: idk ask her
him: i just did <3
it's easier to say you just don't care anymore, then to explain why you keep hanging on.
you keep your fingers crossed in hopes of someday catching that happiness you tried so hard to hold in your grasp. that's the thing about happiness , it is fleeting - like that firefly you try to capture and no matter how many times you waver, try to clasp it in your hands, it never wants to be kept. keep one foot in front of the other and move along, because someday that firefly will find its way to you <3
Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering <3
- one tree hill -
maybe it's not about having the perfect life. maybe it's about stringing together the small things, and making those count more.<3
- the sisterhood of traveling pants -
it's cold outside so you might want to grab a jacket. you might want to grab my hand, too <3
and she cracks her rear view mirrors because from this day on she's never looking back.
things will get worse before they get better. but when they do, remember who put you down and who helped you up.
there's always gonna be that one thing you wish for but never get. that one mistake you can never take back and most of all, that one memory you would do anything for, just to have it again.
beneath the make-up and behind the smile, i'm just a girl who wishes for the world.
- marilyn monroe -
sometimes, you have to forget what you want. and remember what you deserve.
we lie to ourselves so much that after a while lies start to seem like the truth. we deny so much that we can't recognize the truth right in front of our faces.
- grey's anatomy -
as a little girl, i've always had that dream to be a princess and my prince would come to my rescue. and we would live happily ever after. i don't see why there wasn't one person who cared enough for me to just say that things like this only happened in fairy tales <|3
you make my heart feel something it's never felt before and everytime i talk to you i fall in love with you a little more <3
it always rains the hardest on the people who deserve the sun.
the love you can't have lasts the longest - feels the strongest and hurts the deepest.
we don't choose who we love any more than when it ends. i think our destinies sweep us along. we're just here for the ride. fate takes what it wants from us and there's nothing we can do about it <3
can't you see it? she likes you, more than you could imagine. it's in her eyes. it's in her voice. it's in her smile. she's so different when you're around, so much happier. you're the one for her, but you don't see that, do you?
and you can see by the way that she smiles around him, the way she smells his sweatshirt whenever she wears it, the way she counts the minutes until she gets to see him again. she's so crazy about him <3
you can't control who you fall for. you can't stop the feelings that you have. there just gunna come and go and who knows where it all kinda ends up. sometimes it's for the best and sometimes it's not but either way you can't control it, none of it, sometimes you can control your mind, but your heart - never <3
and sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway. <3
- grey's anatomy -
she smiled in a big way; the way a girl like that smiles, when the world is hers.
- dashboard confessional -
sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right. the stakes are painful but they're the only way to find out who you really are.
- grey's anatomy -
love has no age limit. it's not like alcohol or gambling. you don't have to be twenty one to love. i mean when i was younger i loved my teddy bear. the only difference now is my teddy bear is about six foot with brown hair and brown eyes. he can walk and talk and this teddy loves me back <3
and in the end, we're all just a bunch of kids dying to know what love feels like <3
find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at your weakest <3
you grabbed my hand and made me see what i could feel <3
everything you ever wanted comes the very moment you stop searching for it <3
s long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had, we can die without ever really going away <3
- tuesdays with morrie -
loving someone’s gonna hurt, and the sooner you let yourself feel that, the sooner you'll be able to love again <3
- dawson's creek -
but after we spent all that time together, just walking around and talking like we used to, things finally felt right between you and me <3
- dawson's creek -
let's kiss in the rain - where the rain is so hard that we can only see each other <3
most of the time we can't tell what's wrong with somebody by just looking at them. after all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside while their insides tell us a whole other story.
- grey's anatomy -
i don't give a crap what other people think about me. because i am a happily, independent, sucessful woman and i like it that way. only when you say stuff like this, it just, it makes things too hard. so please, don't chase me anymore, unless you're ready to catch me <3
- grey's anatomy -
we talk like we know what's going on, but we don't. we don't know anything, we're really young and we're gonna screw up a lot. we're gonna keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. and through all that, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness. i couldn't do that, or at least i did it too late. don't make my mistake. don't let yourself be so angry you stop loving. because one day you will wake up from the anger and the person you love will be gone <|3
- Dawson's Creek -
everything about him made her long for something she had never known. <3
the feeling of losing yourself in somebody's arms, yet at the same time finding yourself there, is irreplacable. nothing compares to the intensity of that feeling <3
i was making my list - i was checking it twice. in the middle of this i got tears in my eyes, for in my wishful heart there was one simple truth. the only gift i wanted was you <3
don't trust anyone. rely on yourself. live life for yourself. because you came in this world alone. and you are leaving all by yourself.
you ever wake up from a really good dream and just try to get back to sleep? or you have the flu and promise yourself you'll appreciate normal so much more if you could just get back to it? that's the way i feel. i just want things to go back to the way they were.
-one tree hill -
and i didn't mean to meet you when we were just kids. and i didn't mean to give you chills the way that i kiss and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did. and you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did <3
do what makes you happy. be with who makes you smile. laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live <3
- abercrombie - | | |
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NOT WRITTEN BY ME
Today isn't about missing yesterday or dreaming about tomorrow. It's about living in the moment, enjoying the minutes. It's about spending time with those who make you laugh. The ones that cause you to laugh to hard and smile to wide. Don't worry about what others think. All that matters is today and this moment right now, right here. Enhance this moment and let it sink in, for it will never exsist again. And now it's gone, it's over with, just like that. Life will pass you by in a heartbeat and so will the people around you, so hold on. Hold onto those precious souls who treat you like you deserve to be treated and let go of those who don't. Don't dwell on the past, for it will never return. Miss those who have passed to a much better world than that of here on earth. Those who have gone to heaven and danced with angels. Miss them but don't forget them. Don't forget them for they are not gone, not gone forever. Their spirit dances around you and brings hope and strength to the moments of weakness; Moments in which you do miss the yesterdays but dread the tomorrows. Because along with the tomorrows comes a day further from their exsistence on earth. So what is today? It's it. It's everything.
i think thats one of the best things ive ever heard.
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LONG OVERDUE UPDATE <3333
I don't really believe in regrets. All my experiences, even the ones that didn't turn out the way I wanted them to, I firmly believe they were all worth it. <3
people want love because it is
the closest thing to magic we have <3
++ aquamarine
you can always tell when two people are best friends
because they're always having way more fun
than it makes sense for them to be having <3
I just want to wake up in the morning like everyone else and just breathe, knowing there's a chance it'll be a good day. </3
You drive me crazy, it's like sometimes I don't know why I put up with it. But for some reason, I can't make myself walk away. <3
"Throughout your life you will like many people, go out with many people, but there will always be that one person you love. The person that from the minute you met them you loved them. You may not marry this person or even date them.. but you will always think about them , no matter what." <3
Why does everything i see bother me? Why can't i just get over these daily wrongdoings? Why can't i just move on and make the best of what i've got? I wish i knew.
++Sloppy Firsts
why is it that she can be so annoyed by him
and tell her friends that it's so over
but she just can't find the guts to do it? </3
Untie all the strings between
your heart & mine. Unlove me.
But do it real slow so I don't have
to lose you all at one time. </3
i wonder when i pass by
does his stomach flip?
does he get nervous?
does he ignore his friends just to look at me?
does he wait to see my smile?
does he get sweaty palms?
does he think to himself
"oh god here she comes." <3
what am i suppose to do?
i am falling for this guy
+ he has no clue. </3
i hate that.
you have the capability of making me try not to like you.
& then you go & have the ability of making me fall all over again.
and you do all of this by doing absolutely nothing except being yourself.
& god, do i hate that. <3
the thing i think about the most is that when i am eventually with another guy;
if when i hug him, will i think "oh my god, i like him so much .. "
or if i am gonna think "i wish i could be in his arms." ++ that, is really what scares me. </3
i knew the first time we met
you'd be kind of hard to forget. <3
i don't love you.
that's what he'll say
and you'll say fine.
but your eyes really
want him to stay </3
stay up all night
& sleep all day
we were smart kids
with too much to say
we were so so sure
that they were missing out
"yeah, they're the ones that are missing out."
++ "Burn This City" Cartel. <3
you found hope
you found faith
found how fast
he could take it away
found true love
lost your heart
now you don't know who you are.
-- jessica riddle <3
we're the kind of friends that kill eachother
over a handful of food and in the end we don't say sorry
but you get a "hahah too bad bitch." <3
You know you truly care
about someone when you
have to try to convince
yourself that you don't <3
it's that tragic story of a shallow boy, with the girl who sees way too much in him, the story of the boy who turned her down cause she just wasnt pretty enough, and the world spits in her face telling her she`s not good enough day after day, and everyday she paints on a smile and pretends she`s fine... </3
when your throat starts to clench
& tingle & your heart gets so warm
the heat travels through your body,
when your stomach starts to feel
those unforgiving butterflies that
spark the instant flow of tears. that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel. that
is your heart breaking. </3
i wanna meet up with you
& show you what i'm thinking
i'll take you anywhere that you wanna go <3
++Trapt
she is the one that everyone goes to for help
she always has the answers. but who does she go to? <3
she said;
"you're crazy"
& he replied
"only about you." <3
out of all the friends i've ever met,
you are the one i won't forget
& if i die before you do
i'll go to heaven and wait for you <3.
i live in a place where ..
everyone gets high
the grades are low
& if you have a secret ..
everyone knows. </3
it's not a lie if you believe it,
it's no mistake if it's always repeated. </3
summer of 06.
shooting stars. secret wishes.
summer love. midnight kisses <3
the night air breaths, but not so easy as before.
did you notice? did you take the time to listen
to my breath or to my words <3
++ teddy geiger
nobody wants to be with somebody that let's you have your way all the time.
everybody wants to be with somebody that's strong
because when you ar weak and you need somebody
that's gonna pick you up and make you complete <3
you know that place between sleep and awake,
where you're still dreaming? that's where i`ll
always think of you. that's where i'll be waiting <3
this is you trying hard to make sure
that you're seen with a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve.
remind me not to ever think of you again </3
the only thing you will
ever really need, is someone
who will believe in you <3
imperfection is beauty. madness is genius
and it's better to be absolutley ridiculous than
absolutley boring <3
++ marilyn monroe
sometimes you have to be strong for yourself.
you have to know that you are a good person and a good friend.
what is meant to be will end up good and what is not won't.
relationships are worth fighting for
but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting.
at times, people need to fight for you.
if they don't, you must just move on and
realize what you gave them was
more than they were willing to give you.
hopefully, people realize great things when they
come around and don't lose something real.
always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for <3
sometimes, we expect too much. the key is to just expect nothing
and that one time when you're not all caught up in thinking about what you
really want to happen, it will <3
i don't care what people think of me
cause the people i care about know the real me
and that's all that matters <3
here's to the nights where the sand is your seat,
the waves kiss your feet,
and your friends out number the stars <3
from underneath the trees, we watch the sky
confusing stars for satellites.
i never dreamed that you'd be mine,
but here we are. we're here tonight <3
and i don't want to see you anymore. i'm just not that strong.
i love it when you're here, but i'm better when you're gone <3
i always thought that i would need
the perfect setting, the perfect opportunity
and the perfect way
to tell someone i love them, but suddenly i realized
i don't need any of that because i know that it will
all be perfect as long as i'm saying it to you <3
in three words i can sum up everything
i've learned about life - it goes on.
++ robert frost
nothing has turned out as we expected. it never does.
life's under no obligation to give us what we expect.
we take what we get and are thankful it's no worse than it is. <3
++ gone with the wind
you've got me up agaisnt the wall so
kiss me a little harder and grab me a little
bit tighter because tonight im all yours <3
sometimes you fall for the most unexpected people
at some of the most unexpected times <3
live right now and just be yourself
it doesn't matter if its good enough for someone else <3
++ jimmy eat world
boy: knock knock
girl: who is it?
boy: the love of your life
girl: he doesn't exist
boy: of course he does.
he's knocking on your door <3
some days i just wish i was in kindergarten again
where the biggest drama was when your friend
stole your pink crayon <3
If you're photographing in color
you show the color of their clothes.
If you use black and white, you will
show the color of their soul. <3
you know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be. white dress - prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. you would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. santa claus - the tooth fairy - prince charming. they were so close you could taste them but, eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. most people turn to the things and people they can trust & the thing is it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely, because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope of faith that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true <3
every night, she finds herself lying in bed,
reliving and remembering every thing that
he did and every word he said <3
and everytime i see you, i fall a little harder.
and from now on, if i start to matter,
let me know. <3
true friends will be there for you even if you
refuse to talk to them. cause they know deep down,
the silence is killing you <3
all i know is that when i'm not with you,
it's like i don't exist <3
++ just like heaven
in the best, most desirable way - you scare me.
but i love the way you scare me but it makes me nervous.
and then i say or do something really stupid,
so i spend all this energy coming up with ideas to be smart
so you don't think i'm stupid. and those ideas inherently backfire,
therefore making me look more stupid. it's a vicious circle,
and i'm at the end of my rope because all i really want to do is kiss you
and i feel if i don't kiss you soon i'm going to explode <3
++ dawson's creek
This is the story of my life
And I write it everyday
And I hope you're by my side
When I'm writing the last page... <3
Your smile is a midnight kiss,
a summer storm, and a shooting star
all contained between two soft lips. <3
How did I fall this hard?
I swore I'd never fall
so hard that I wouldnt know how to live my life
without someone else <3
HUGE SUNGLASSES;;
SHORT SKIRTS;;
FLiP FLOPS;;
SWIMMING POOLS;;
HOT GUYS;;
NO DRAMA;;
NO LiES;;
STAYING UP LATE;;
SLEEP OVERS EVERY NIGHT;;
NO SCHOOL = NO FiGHTS;;
POSiCLES EATEN FAST TO THE STICKS;;
LETS HEAR IT FOR
SUMMER OF OH SIXX !!
no matter what, you always make
me smile & laugh.. dont ever think
you are anything less then perfect,
because you are so much more then that <3
a priceless moment is when the person
you have fallen in love with looks you right in the eyes
and tells you that they've fallen in love with you too <3
so let's leave all the windows open tonight
leave us no choice but to cuddle close
and cut off all the lights for awhile &
kiss me like you'll never see me again <3
& you know...
you're so far beyond amazing <3
i'm sorry for writing quotes about you.
but you're the only thing I think of. <3
cause you're all that's on my mind.
one thought of you is all it takes to leave
the rest of the world behind. <3
& I think we`re written in the stars.. <3
What more do you want?
You have all of me..<3
A soulmate is a.. well, it's like a best friend, but more.
It's the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else.
It's someone who makes you a better person.
Well, actually they don't make you a better person.
You do that yourself, because they inspire you.
A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever.
It's the one person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you
Before anyone else did or when no one else would.
And no matter what happens.. you'll always love them. <3
passion : there are some things in life that catch your eye,
& then there are those that capture your heart; pursue those. <3
you know you're in love
when you see the world in his eyes<3
Asking me not to love you is like asking Niagra not to fall <3
And when I'm with him, I get this feeling I never had with anyone else.<3
When I'm older and my little girl asks me
who my first true love was; I don't want to pull
out the old photo album..I want to be able to
point across the room to her daddy..<3
You stole my heart &&
I don't know if I'll ever
get it back...but that's
okay, i wouldn't want
it any other way..<3
'Cause you're all i want, you're all I need,
you're everything, everything. <3
Life's natural highs:
Falling in love.
Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
Lying in bed listening to the rain.
Laughing so hard your stomach hurts.
Long conversations late at night.
Running through the sprinklers.
Being called beautiful.
Friends.
Waking up and realizing you still have a few more hours left to sleep.
First kisses.
Making new friends.
Spending time with old friends.
Sweet dreams.
Holding hands.
Watching the sun set.
Knowing that somebody misses you.
Getting a hug from someone you care about.
Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.
Walking in the rain.
Having someone tell you they love you.
Saying I love you.
Cuddling.
Old pictures.
Memories.
Turning up the music so loud you can't hear yourself scream.
Smiles.
everyone is around ;; but you're the only one I see <3
she didn`t want tonight to end.
because for once, her unsteady
world - had a perfect ending.
there is always someone better then you. there is
always someone prettier then you. there is always
someone more talented then you. there is always
someone smarter then you. there is always someone
one step ahead of you... but the girl who is better
then you, may be just the loneliest person. the girl
who is prettier then you may not be so pretty on
the inside. the person smarter then you, may not
have the love you recieve from others. so never ever
be the jealous one. love what you have. cause once
its gone.. its gone <333
if others are jealous..
you're doing something right <3
love is worth waiting for.
being brave, risking
everything. because if you
don't risk everything you'll
end up risking more. </3
and baby, i write those for you...<3
oh but your kiss,
my darling it kills.
& he whispered to her,
the only way i could ever hurt you is
by holding you too tight. <3
You don't realize how strong a person is
until you see them at their weakest moment </3
Sure, you can try wishing on every shooting star you see
and every penny you toss and every time 11:11 comes by,
but remember this, what is meant to happen will find it`s way. </3
i wanted a perfect ending but now
i've learned the hard way that
some poems don't rhyme and some
stories don't have a clear beginning
and a happyy ending, life is about
not knowing, taking the moment
and making the best of it without
knowing what'll happen next <3
your only young once
so party hard and break all the rules <3
not even makeup could make her beautiful
because real beauty is loving yourself
and that`s something she could never do. </3
Sometimes you just gotta be weird.
Go against the crowd and act stupid.
Laugh till you cry and
cry till you can't feel the pain.
Don't listen to what other people say.
You know you're being yourself
and that's all that counts.
Don't worry what they will think about you.
Your true friends will stay by you.
So just be yourself. <3
Life is just too short to wake up in
the morning with regrets, so love the
people that treat you right & forget
about the ones that don't. No one
said it would be easy just that it
will be worth it in the end. <3
trust me, high school ends, you graduate
& get away from all the people you never
want to see again, it's all good <3
She closes her eyes,
as her makeup runs.
He got the best of her. </3
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be generous and offer your own smile.
Nobody needs more a smile than the one
that cannot smile to others." | | |
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